Aiming High

Kumusta, everyone!

It's been so long since I've made an entry here. I'vee just been so occupied these past few months that I barely thought of writing here. But now, since I can't sleep even if it's already 12:44 AM (I slept from 4pm to 9pm awhile ago), I just thought I'd want to make an entry here again. I guess I want to use my blog to share or just to document my journey during my review season (and my road to that chemical engineering license!).

Well, first of all, I'm just really bummed today because I couldn't study properly. I wanted to finish my pending exercises in thermodynamics but I got sick AGAIN (yes, for the second time this January alone). I couldn't think straight, my head ached so bad that I could feel a vein pulpitating, and I was shaking because of cold. So yeah, I just think I wasted my time today because I wasn't productive at all and it could affect my future plans. You know... domino effect. I have to move my to do list for today to tomorrow. I hope I'll feel better tomorrow. Oh God, please cure me.

Speaking of tomorrow, I have to wake up early because I and my friend will be attending a mass at the National Shrine of St. Thaddeus. Our professor in the review center told us that if you are able to attend a mass there for 9 Thursdays, straight, you can make a wish. 
Inside the National Shrine of St. Thaddeus Parish Church

And my wish? I wish, I pray, I manifest that I am going to be a topnotcher in the May 2025 ChELE. Hey, it doesn't hurt to dream, right? I know that I'm not the smartest and the most diligent one when it comes to studying but I still want to try. After all, this is my chance to redeem myself. 
Okay, I still want to say a lot of things but my head is aching again so I'll just end it here.

Hanggang sa muli,
King Guinny


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