The Anatomy of my heart and mind
Kumusta everyone! Just to warn you: This entry will be a highly sensitive one. If I haven't already mentioned it yet, writing is my form of therapy (aside from sleeping, of course!) and I want to use this blog as my medium of expression as I am not that comfortable in sharing my burdens with my close friends. If I could keep it to myself, then I would. There is a lot going on in my mind right now that I can't even find the right words to say. Where should I even start with this entry? Maybe I'll start off by saying this: I am not genuinely okay. I am not okay with my current phase in life, I am not okay keeping up with people that just ruin my inner peace, and I am most definitely not okay with living this kind of life. These pent-up emotions are slowly killing me inside. The pressure, confusion, disappointment, resentment, everything just keeps on piling as days go by. It feels like I'm dead, well, figuratively. It feels like, I got used to these emotions so much, t...